Podcast Episode 2: Painting and the Purpose of your Life

Podcast Episode 2: Painting and the Purpose of your Life

Dear reader,


The topic of today’s podcast is: ‘Painting and the Purpose of your Life’.


Sometimes I can get really serious about the role of painting in my life. Is painting my Life Purpose? Should I become a fulltime artist, and earn my living with it? Call it my profession?’  And very often, when I ask myself these questions, I can get constricted into all sorts of internal dialogues, sounding like this:

  • Am I a real painter?
  • Should I have gone to art school?
  • I should have started earlier in my life!
  • Do I have all the qualities that it takes to give painting such an essential role in my life?


Today, I want to approach this topic about painting and the purpose of your life in a very light way.

Listen to it here, and have fun!



Simone Nijboer, Dutch abstract artist, online art teacher, daily painter, creativity accelerator

Podcast Episode 2: Painting and the Purpose of Your Life


You can find the link to my online course about collage making here.

Painting and the Purpose of Your Life

Podcast Episode 1: How to get out of your comfort zone as a painter

Podcast Episode 1: How to get out of your comfort zone as a painter


Getting out of your comfort zone as an artist is not always easy. But it is essential for your growth as a creative. Maybe it’s even necessary to become one in the first place.

That’s what my very first podcast is all about. My entire painting adventure has been one endless sequence of getting-out-of-my-comfort-zone-moments. Recording this podcast was the next one in line. As a non-native English speaker, I always thought that things like podcasting were out of my reach – since I was afraid that I would sound like a fool on audio. Maybe I do, but here it is: my very first podcast!


My story & Questions for you

In this podcast, I will share a bit of my painting history, with all the uneasy and frightening moments that accompanied it. At the end of this podcast, I will ask you a few questions, about your next steps out of your comfort zone.


Have fun listening!

Simone Nijboer, Dutch abstract artist, online art teacher, daily painter, creativity accelerator

Podcast Episode 1: How to get out of your comfort zone as a painter

Practicing the Power of Now as a painter

Practicing the Power of Now as a painter

Practicing the Power of Now


You might have read ‘The Power of Now’ by Eckhart Tolle. This book is about the importance of quitting the excessive thinking about the past and the future, and realizing that there is only one moment: ‘Now.’ Everything else is a mental construction. Even if you think about the past, you are still doing it Now. And when you worry about the future, you also are doing it Now.

Painting is a beautiful way of drawing you into the Now. There is little thinking required. Yes, thinking can come in handy for practical matters. You can ask yourself for instance: ‘How can I prevent the water-soluble crayon from smearing?’ Or: ‘What colors do I need to mix a beautiful green?’ But thinking about your next brush stroke usually does not make your painting much better. And worrying about the mess you just made even less.


Negative thinking and worrying

Still, we tend to think and worry a lot about painting. Regret, comparison, judgment, jealousy, shame, and self-criticism are often not far away:

  • I can’t paint!
  • Am I a real artist? No, I’m fake.
  • I will never be able to paint like the other ones.
  • I should have gone to art school; it’s too late now.
  • I should have pushed myself further years ago; now I haven’t learned as much as I could have.
  • My friends have expositions, and I don’t.
  • Everybody is going to laugh about me when they see this rubbish.
  • I’m going to look like a fool when I have my exposition.

And so on. I have had a lot of thoughts like these, and sometimes they still put a spell on me. But I know one thing for sure: those thoughts and worries don’t make my painting more enjoyable, and they don’t make my painting any better. On the contrary, I postponed painting for years and years until I finally dared to pick up the brushes and just start.


Practice being in the Now

Good news: painting is a beautiful way to practice being in the Now, in the same way that running or singing or being in nature helps you to become present and feel connected.

Since painting is such a sensory thing to do, you can use your senses to the max, which draws you away from your thinking head. You can watch the colors, see how they mix, feel the paint with your fingers, smell the typical scent of the paint, hear your ink pen scratching over the paper. You can feel your inner body, as Eckhart Tolle calls it: the inner energy-field, the aliveness in your body. And when you notice that you are thinking again about the future or the past, or when you hear your inner voice whisper judgments, you can purposely go back to your inner body and use your senses while painting.

So, if you feel trapped in negative thinking, in worry, in stress or general unhappiness, grab a piece of paper, a bit of paint, and some crayons, and start making marks, color fields, shapes, and textures. Without any plan. Get amazed by the colors, like you would do if you would see them for the first time. Feel the excitement when making marks, just like you would do if you were a toddler, having a crayon in its hands for the first time.


Let your thinking come to rest, and simply enjoy being alive.

Simone Nijboer, Dutch abstract artist, online art teacher, daily painter, creativity accelerator

How mark-making gets you into the flow of painting

How mark-making gets you into the flow of painting

How to get into the flow of painting


When I start painting, I usually start with scribbling, making marks, adding some paint. I am just doing something. I am ‘activating the canvas’ as some artists call it.

I like that expression. Before, the canvas (or the paper) is silent, inert. Once I put some marks on it, it starts talking back to me. It starts moving and having its own opinions about where it wants to go. There evolves a wordless back and forth between me and the painting. It’s like an intimate dance, as I have described it in my blog post about non-duality and painting.

My first and almost random marks are a starting point; from there the painting will evolve, more or less out of itself. And even those first marks are not ‘random’ of course. They depend on my mood, or on the mark making tools close by on my table. If you get really philosophical, there could not have been another mark than that particular one. The whole universe led up to that one mark, you might even say.


An insight

Lately, I was making a collage. I had made marks and covered some parts with a layer of glazing. The next thing I did was add a scrap of collage paper that almost covered all of the underlayer. My first thoughts were: Why did I even make all those ‘activating’ marks in the first place? They are useless now; nobody will ever see them. I might have activated the paper, but now there is nothing left of it. I could have glued the collage paper on the white substrate with the same result!

But then an insight struck me. Those first marks not only activated the canvas. They also activated me!

By activating the canvas, something inside me starts to move. My inner artist awakes. Inspiration strikes. The dancer enters the dance floor. My subconscious starts to flow, and from there, my hands start moving.

In this case, my hands took a scrap of paper that had the size of almost the whole underlayer. But if I would not have made those first marks, my inner artist might not have awakened. I might have thought: Oh, let’s drop this collage. I have no inspiration at all today. I’ll paint tomorrow.

These first marks did not only get the collage started, but they also got me started, and helped me to get into the flow of painting.

My conclusion is: if you don’t know how to get into the flow of painting, just start somewhere. From there, your inner artist will wake up and lead you.




Let me know your experiences with activating the canvas and activating yourself below in the comments.


Simone Nijboer, Dutch abstract artist, online art teacher, daily painter, creativity accelerator

Non-duality and abstract intuitive painting

Non-duality and abstract intuitive painting

Non-duality and abstract intuitive painting


What I’m going to write about now might sound very difficult and theoretical. But I believe that every painter knows from experience what I will try to say here, and moreover, that it is one of the big reasons why people are so drawn to abstract intuitive painting.



What does non-duality mean? I’m not a philosopher, nor a theologian or ‘spiritual expert,’ but non-duality means to me that ‘you’ are not separate from ‘the world around you.’ You are not an isolated individual who is trying to work her way through life, trying to get ‘somewhere.’

On the contrary, life is one big moving and flowing entity, and we are an integral part of it. A famous metaphor for this is the metaphor of the sea and the waves. You can see different waves if you are looking to the ocean, but they are all made from the same ‘stuff.’ The ocean is one swirling, moving being, and the waves fundamentally can’t be separated from it.


The sense of ‘I’

We are brought up to believe and experience differently. When we were still in the womb, we did not feel any separation between our mother and ourselves. And when we were babies and toddlers, the sense of ‘I’ had not formed yet very well. But the older we grow, the more we start to feel separate from other children and our parents. And that’s a useful thing. Otherwise, it might be very difficult to survive in this world.

There is a big drawback to developing this sense of ‘I,’ though. The older we get, the more we forget to realize that fundamentally, we are not separate from each other. We are all made from the same ‘stuff,’ just as the waves are made from the same water. And we don’t have to ‘find our way in life’ since we are life itself. Life is living its way through us.

This might all sound very theoretical. And actually, it is theoretical, because those things can’t be put in words. Words point to something but never are what they point to. Like the zen-masters say: ‘The finger that points to the moon is not the moon itself.’



But even though my story is theoretical, we all have experienced moments that this fundamental ‘being-one’ is palpable, when we have a baby in our arms for instance. Or when we are immersed in nature, we sometimes can feel at one with the mountain that we hike, or the woods that we are in.

But things don’t need to be ‘special,’ for you to experience the non-dual. Sometimes you can sit in the sun with a cup of coffee, and suddenly without reason all so-called ‘problems’ fall away, and you just ‘are.’ Or you throw old papers in the paper bin, and suddenly, for no reason, you experience a state of simple bliss. Or even if you pass by a very ugly industrial area, you can recognize the beauty that’s hidden in everything (which does not mean that you cannot fiercely fight the planning of ugly industry terrains, but that’s a whole different story).

Soon after we experience this state of non-duality, our perspective usually returns to the habitual old dual perspective again. Life becomes something that’s threatening, or problematic, or that has to be dealt with. But there always stays a sweet memory of those non-dual moments, and deep down we know that that’s the real thing. That that’s life at it’s truest, instead of the ‘problematic’ life that we live most of the time.



Now, what has this all to do with abstract intuitive painting?

Usually, when we start painting, the painting that we want to make is ‘there,’ and we are ‘here.’ We have to work and to learn and to practice to get from here to there. And of course, this is true. We need to go the store and buy paint that we did not have before. We need to learn how to apply the paint to the brush, and how to move it around. But this is all very practical, and we don’t experience that as problematic or difficult.

The problematic part is the way that we are afraid that we will not be able to paint a beautiful painting. We doubt ourselves, because we don’t know how to force the paint where we want it to go. We struggle with our materials, and we can be very critical about the results, and about ourselves as painters. We secretly think we are not ‘real painters.’ And we usually compare ourselves to ‘the other painters,’ who make ‘better work,’ and therefore are the ‘real painters’ that we would like to be.


Non-dual awareness

And then, when we’re wrapped up in our self-doubt and constriction, something can suddenly change. Our ‘problematic self’ can disappear, without our even realizing it. We enter the ‘non-dual’ terrain—which we of course never left. We only were not aware of it because we were captivated by our dual perspective and our mind running around dividing the world into ‘ourselves’ and ‘the rest of it.’

In that ‘non-dual’ awareness, we don’t work with paints and colors and textures and shapes, no, we are paints and colors and textures and shapes. We as separate individuals disappear, and there is only the act of painting left. We are dancing with our materials, and our materials dance with us in one colorful dance.

Making a painting from that non-dual perspective is effortless. Every step on the road evolves from the former in a completely natural way. We don’t have to think about our next move, we just ‘wait’ for it, look forward to it. We are curious—hey, how will this turn out? What will my brush do? Which crayon will jump in my hand? What color will appear?

I am convinced that people are drawn to making abstract intuitive art because they know deep down that this is how they want to live. Effortlessly, dancing with the world in a completely natural way, without striving or competing, without pressure or self-doubt.


Analysis and techniques

This does not mean that you can’t analyze your work afterward. You can recognize what works in a painting, and what doesn’t. You can feel what your emotional response is to your work, what you don’t like and what you do like, and reflect on that.

Learning about value, colors, mark-making techniques, and so on is not opposed to ‘non-dual painting,’ either. All those things don’t interfere with your free-flowing movements. On the contrary, they become an integral part of the dance between you, your materials, and your evolving painting.


Daily Painting

And here we come to why I believe that daily, or regular, painting is so worthwhile. If you paint often, you train your ‘non-dual muscle,’ so to speak. You recognize better when you are entering the state of non-duality, and you can more easily stay there. You realize when you are getting constricted in forcing yourself, and you practice letting go of striving. You start trusting that this oneness is always there.

You just have to change your perspective.



ps: Please share your experience and ideas below! I would love to read them.

Simone Nijboer, Dutch abstract artist, online art teacher, daily painter, creativity accelerator

Challenge the art-stories in your head!

Challenge the art-stories in your head!

Challenge the art-stories in your head!


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One thing I realize over and over again is how the stories that you tell yourself can shape your reality.

For instance, if you have the conviction that you are the sort of person who would never be able to have a good job and earn a decent living, chances are that you will indeed not be able to do so. You don’t react to advertisements with exciting but challenging jobs, you don’t start a business and go for it, you don’t increase your prices when it’s appropriate, you don’t do scary things that would help you to reach your professional and financial goals, and you don’t negotiate about your salary.


The same is true for art-making. Some common limiting beliefs that might be running through your head, are:

  • You are not the sort of person that can make art.
  • You don’t have the talent to create beautiful and inspiring paintings.
  • You should have gone to art school instead of having a business career.
  • It’s too late now to start making art since you’ve wasted your time instead of practicing your skills.
  • It’s better to postpone making art until your kids are older or until you retire.
  • You don’t have the money to buy art supplies.
  • Your house is not big enough to start painting.
  • You can’t make time for it in your day.
  • Your partner, children, or friends will laugh at you.
  • Your parents will shake their heads.
  • You will first have to find a decent teacher and take art lessons.

Chances are, that if those stories run in your head, you won’t make a lot of art.


My stories

I know I have had a whole bunch of stories in my head around making art. These were mine:

  • Art-making is for another kind of people, not for me.
  • I don’t have the talent.
  • I will never be able to make money as an artist, so I should not spend my time on it.
  • It’s too late now (I was only 30 years old when I had this thought. Can you imagine?).
  • If I can’t make perfect paintings, I would better not even try at all.
  • I have to choose between my passions and not following them all.

It’s incredible how powerful those stores are. If you are not aware of them, they stay unnoticed deep in the basement of your mind and secretly influence your life.


Out of the basement

If you have the feeling that some negative art-talk is discouraging your inner artist, you should get to know those stories, invite them to come out of the basement, pour them a cup of tea, and ask them in a gentle way if they are really, really true.

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It might well be the case that those stories—once they get some loving attention—will admit that they are not that true at all. Maybe they originated from the stories of your parents, who wanted to protect you from an uncertain career, or who had their own limiting beliefs that they inherited from their ancestors. Maybe they stem from from the vulnerability that you experience if you step out into the open with something very personal. Or maybe they reflect the pervasive ideas in our culture about making art that we are not always aware of.


Positive stories instead of negative ones

I think life is best if it flows naturally, without too much thinking, without any stories at all. But of course, positive stories are better than negative stories. So it is wonderful if you could replace those negative stories with positive ones.

These are some possible new stories:

  • Everybody can make art.
  • The importance of talent is overrated; my dedication and willingness to learn are much more important.
  • I can be an autodidact and make fantastic art.
  • It’s never too late to start making art.
  • The best time to start is now.
  • I can make art with very inexpensive materials.
  • I don’t need a lot of time and space to make art.
  • I listen to the people who support my art and ignore the nay-sayers and the critics.
  • I don’t need to make money with my art.
  • If I want to make money with my art, I will seek possibilities to make it work.
  • I can pursue more than one career and have many interests and passions.
  • I can start my art-journey and be happy with every step that I take.



If you want to challenge old and negative stories in your head, it helps to start journaling about them. This way, you get to know your stories from the inside out and give them the possibility of dissolving. New convictions about yourself and your art get the possibility to grow and slowly become an integral part of your life.

This way, your reality will change. You will be happy to start art-making right where you are now, you will enjoy the process, and you will be proud of every step you take.


What are the stories in your head? How can you challenge them? What positive stories would you like to tell yourself?

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Simone Nijboer, Dutch abstract artist, online art teacher, daily painter, creativity accelerator


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